How do you think of yourself?

....as a writer. Do you remember the first time you told someone you were a writer when they asked you what you did? I do. It was scary, ego building, confidence shaking - yet very self-confirming thing to say out loud. But how did I really think of myself inside? Still doubting, wavering and double-minded.

One minute I am sure of my growing abilities and gifts, the next minute I find myself thinking "who do you think you are, anyway?" I know you all have been there. It doesn't just happen to writers. It's the same with anyone who has a gift to use or a job to do.

I recently submitted my WIP to a popular professional editor, who happens to be a friend of mine. He has wonderful unique insight to everything he does. His attitude and way of encouraging writers is very effective. I waited with nervous anticipation for his response to the manuscript. When I saw his email in my inbox, I took a deep breath and stared at it until I had the courage to open it.

Yes, I have lots of work to do, but his words to me concerning my efforts changed my attitude about the work that goes into rewrites. Here is what he said:

"Make your decision to enjoy this. God is. I guarantee it. You are a brave warrior poet. Don't forget it!"

A brave warrior poet? Yes, I guess I am. I'm willing to take my writing and make it better - fighting past my insecurities and doubts. All good writing is poetry. Poetry encompasses the magic words make.

This is my new attitude...Im a brave warrior poet. I can do this job - I must do it. It's much easier with the right mind set. Don't you think?